11 02 2008

Tonight at small group I talked a little bit about Big Mama and it made me think about how much I miss her. Even though I have fond memories of her I still can’t seem to comprehend why she died at the time that she did. It just seems unfair that I was the closest to her and she’ll never get to see me get married, she’ll never get to see my kids. I don’t what I would have done if I hadn’t prayed with her and told her I loved her that night I left the nursing home. I don’t think I would have ever been able to forgive myself for that. So even though I don’t understand it, I take solace in the fact that she really is in a better place and that that might be one of those things that I never will understand until I meet my Maker in the end…




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